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A blog of many random things.
Some posts may be triggering.
I do not condone/advocate self-harm in any way.

This morning I got out of bed and
showered. I didn’t hit snooze, I didn’t
have to talk myself out of canceling life to
sleep until I no longer existed.

This morning I bought a coffee because
I like the flavor not because I need
the caffeine to make it to lunch without
crashing into overwhelming exhaustion.

This morning I asked a stranger for
directions without panicking or
shaking with fear. I told my anxiety
to take a vacation for a few minutes
and it listened.

This morning I made plans to get coffee
with someone I don’t know well to
talk about life and personal growth.
I didn’t think twice about it or have to
spend the next hour planning what I
would and would not admit to.

This morning I discussed self-harm with a friend
in a casual manner, as if it weren’t something that
at one point controlled so much of my life.
I gave her advice without triggering
myself and moved on to the next topic.

This morning I fixed my budget to plan
for the upcoming semester and it was
actually kind of fun. I didn’t get scared
about my future or wonder if I’d ever
make it to graduation alive like I used to.

This morning I told my boyfriend that
I love him dearly, and when he called me
beautiful and told me he loved me as well, I
accepted the compliment and drove to work
smiling the whole way.

This morning I day dreamed about what
my life will be like in 10 years and the fact
that those thoughts even exist is a miracle
to the 19 year old girl who tried to die a few
years ago and now wants nothing but to
keep living.
stripedsweater:

Patrick will be resurrecting an old favorite. The single scoop strawberry cone with a chocolate dip.Just look at that concentration.Oooooh, a little shaky on that entry, but just look at that form!

stripedsweater:

Patrick will be resurrecting an old favorite. The single scoop strawberry cone with a chocolate dip.
Just look at that concentration.
Oooooh, a little shaky on that entry, but just look at that form!

p0kemina:

I’m going to make a youtube video entitled

"Shit ALL men say”

and it will consist only of the phrase “But not all men say that~!!”

And then I’ll wait for men to stare at their keyboards in utter distress as they contemplate the paradox of their intense desire and desperation to inform me that not all men say that.

I will break them.

phantomdoodler:

proposed euphemisms for putting on condoms:

  • saddling the bologna pony
  • equipping armor (hardness 5, +5 Sp Df) 
  • 6 inch to go, please
  • bagging it and tagging it

kingcheddarxvii:

I volunteered at an animal shelter yesterday and while I was hosing down the dozenth dirty dog kennel I thought to myself “why am I doing this without pay again?” and then I walked into the room with like 15 kittens in it and they all started meowing at me and I was like, yes, that’s why

truezodiacfact:

what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do

truezodiacfact:

what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do